171017 A Letter to Precious Lights

Dear Lights,

It’s been awfully stressful since yesterday. I know the title track hasn’t done as well on the charts as we had hoped for it too but it doesn’t discount the fact that it is really really good. We all know that, right? It feels awfully tiring, stressful and upsetting thanks to the headlines that has been out so far. But it’s ok. We’re Lights. We’ve been B2uties, we’ve also been unnamed-s. This is very little compared to what we’ve been through in the last 8 years. There is much to be happy for at this moment so let’s not let the results stop us from celebrating. As for newly joined Lights, the rest of us are really really happy to have you join us!! We hope you’re here to stay and love Highlight together ❤

I’m not very good at expressing how I feel and what I want to tell all of you but there’s this post that I saw on Weibo today and I translated it and hope that it comforts you and strengthens you the way it did for me. You guys are all so precious to me. It’s difficult for me to be in a fandom (personality and all) but you guys are so wonderful that I’ve never regretted it for a moment. I really mean it when I say I hope Highlight, Lights, and Around Us stay together for a long long time to come. I’m not very good at replying and am bad at updating but let me know if there’s anything I can do for any of you guys! Lastly, Lights!!!! We gon CELEBRATE!!!!!

Disclaimer: The pictures below are not mine, they belong to a C-light who wrote this to comfort and remind other lights on Weibo. I thought it’ll be good to share with everyone so I’ve placed this below.

161016 Beast Babo Blog Entry Translation

Cr: Beast Babo-A quiet but astonishing 7th anniversary

The 7th anniversary, for Beast and Beauty, has always been a day that made us nervous.

The first half of 2016 I was constantly in a state of anxiety, in a mire of thoughts.

Other than the issue with Hyunseung, there was of course the issue of how the kids’ future will turn out.

But ever since the start of the 3rd album’s comeback,  the kids have been continuously demonstrating and hinting they won’t separate, we just have to follow them.

And thus even though it’s the eve of the 7th anniversary, even without any news of contract renewals, I did not feel even a tinge of uneasiness. Because I 100% believe in the words of my precious kids.

They said they won’t separate, so they definitely won’t separate. We just have to believe and follow but I thought, renewal or not,  I wanted us to all celebrate the 7th anniversary together.

We waited and waited, but there was not a single news about celebrating the 7th anniversary, no live broadcasts, activities; there was nothing.

The kids only expressed their feelings towards this day through SNS but just simply these words were able to become a huge source of strength and belief.

(From the members’ instagram posts)

Dujun: Busan is so far…I’m grateful to everyone who came even though it is so far. It’s going to be the 7th anniversary soon, although many things will change but will adapt to it quickly. Thank you, Beauty, Beast, you’ve worked hard!!! In the future too, we’ll be in your care.

Gikwang: In these long 7 years, Beauty who only believed, relied on, and followed us Beast, really thank you so much. We will repay you with better and more handsome images of ourselves. In the future too, we’ll be in your care for a long time to come. Must follow behind us well, really thank you so much!

Yoseob: These 7 years, it has been very blissful, there has been difficult times, sad times, but thanks to everyone, I was able to pull through and receive strength. Will continue to sing for fans for Beast in future too. Really, really thank you. I’m very sorry that we don’t have anything prepared other than such a greeting on this precious day. Although it’s something I often say, but I still wish to say that I respect you all and love you all. Hope we will only have good things to come, from Yoseop who is full of love.

Dongwoon: The time that we have seen each other has already been 7 years, for always accompanying us through this time thank you and thank you. Although this is a very chaotic period and I feel sorry but please wait for us for a while more! Even though we weren’t able to prepare for this year’s anniversary, but let’s definitely celebrate it in the future. Thank you, beauty

Dujun: At this time 7 years ago, I probably was awake…Even up till now, I still feel as though everything happened within the last two days. Now Beast’s 2nd chapter is starting, everyone fighting! Thank you, love you all!

Junhyung: As long as there are people who are willing to listen to our songs, no matter when it is, we will be together so do not worry. We received a lot of love in the 7 years. More than the time that we have experienced, we will work hard in order to carry on for an even longer time. Our members, our Beauty, you’ve all worked hard. In the future too, whether it be good or tough things, let’s share them together. Love everyone.

From even before the exclusive news came out, I could guess from the kids’ words that there won’t be any contract renewals and they had thought out their future.

Even despite that, when I knew for real that they were going to create a company, I still felt that it was unbelievable.

Although I used to naively wish they could create their own company, but as I got older, I grew to understand that it really wasn’t such an easy task.

I didn’t wish for them to be mentally and physically tired out by issues like their group name, the rights of the songs, etc.

I can only say, for them to stay together, every choice was a tough one, but setting up a company, this route, is the most difficult route of the difficult routes that they had.

They aren’t young anymore, they must have thought it through carefully, balanced all the solutions before deciding on this.

Although I wish for the kids to walk on a flower path from now on, but since they have decided on this route, I think, temporarily they will have tough times ahead of them.

But my kids, their decision really made Beauty and even casual observers feel their courage was admirable, and deserving of respect.

From before debut to debut, then to a peak period, up until now.

The road was always rocky, with no single part of it being easy and smooth-sailing.

But Beast’s toughness, the spirit of cooperation between the members, it helped them to defeat obstacle after obstacle.

I believe this time, it will be the same too. God ultimately cares for those who are kind and will create a path for them.

2009.10.16 was the start of the kids’ first chapter.

2016.10.16 will be the start of the  kids’ second chapter.

Just wait and see, this bunch of tenacious kids, they’ll do better than anyone else think they will. Because they are Beast.

Because they are Yoon Dujun, Yong Junhyung, Yang Yoseop, Lee Gikwang, Son Dongwoon.

Even though today’s 7th anniversary, there’s not even a live broadcast, and we could not even see the kids’ group photos or selcas etc,

even though it’s an anniversary that’s even quieter than the years before

But when the moment the news were released, we were so excited like we had our own party.

Our emotions ran high and even on twitter there were just tons of giveaways.

It’s alright if the kids’ weren’t able to give us any celebratory events, us Beauties played very well by ourselves XDDD

That’s why I decided to title this as ‘A quiet but astonishing 7th anniversary’.

 

If I had to say one thing that was just not as perfect, that’ll probably be because we’re missing a post from Hyunseung.

Although many people may have forgotten him, but I definitely won’t forget that today is the same day that Hyunseung debuted too.

I have never for a moment forgotten this kids, and I only wish that he has also received many blessings on today.

And hopefully quickly decide his next step, and find a good place. That’s what I’m most concerned about!

 

Finally, finally, happy 7th anniversary, my six precious kids.

 

 

 

170917 麦麦麦麦子AroundU Weibo Translation

Cr: 麦麦麦麦子 AroundU Weibo Page

Context: OP was re-watching Highlight’s times as Beast. The specific one she’s watching is MTV B2ST and she wrote a post, reminiscing on the words of the members then. MTV B2ST was a show that showed the things that happened and stuff Beast did, leading to their debut.

Looking at Yang Yoseop who kept saying then “I’ve prepared for 5 years and finally this day has arrived.” Each time Lee Gikwang tries to avoid talking about the times when he was AJ, Yoseop will jokingly say, “You have no idea how much we wanted to take the mic that was in your hands.” Every time I watch this, my heart hurts.

Being a trainee for 5 years, 8 years after debut. It is 13 years of time. From 14 years old, soon to be 29. This is almost one’s entire youth, yet they willingly gave everything.

Yang Yoseop dyed his hair back to that colour that is almost white, but he isn’t that young, yet to mature boy anymore.

Thinking back all those words that you guys wanted to say to each other, I really want to thank you guys for being able to be together.

For choosing to be together.

It’s really great ❤

I always wanted to say: “Thanks to all of you for not giving up, becoming singers I like. To you guys who, even after a second debut, still want to celebrate the 8th anniversary with us.”

Yong Junhyung said that they’ve put all their effort and heart into this (upcoming) album.

I hope everyone works hard together. They are people who should walk on a flowery path.

[Selections from MTV B2ST 麦麦麦麦子 attached to the post. Words that members said to each other.]

(Dujun>Members) This kind of greeting, seems like it’s the first. Being the leader has a lot of difficulties. As to why that is so, that’s because this is only the start and we are all friends…no matter who it is, compared to words that are unlikable, want to hear words that are nice, want to be nice to everyone. But there’s no helping it that I will occasionally nag so please don’t feel bad or unhappy. We all understand the difficulties each other face, I firmly believe that we will succeed. There isn’t many days left (to our debut), let’s work hard for a little while longer. We’ll be fine relying on each other and working hard. I love you all.

(Junhyung>Members) My personality is very difficult. Before that, I was always throwing tantrums and had a lot of discomforts and unhappiness. I feel really thankful towards all of you who said nothing and chose to embrace all of it. Although it is because of work that I got to know all of you, but I hope we can be friends forever. Let’s work hard together.

(Yoseop>Members) Having met me, you guys have it tough right? It’ll be great if I could be of a lot of help to you guys. Although after hearing these you might cringe, but I really cherish you guys, and am very thankful to you guys. Always feeling thankful to each other, let us become a win-win team. Fighting!

(Gikwang>Members) Finally all of you whom I cherish and love deeply are going to debut. I’m filled with strength. In the future, let’s rely on each other be happy. Let’s also work hard together to become an even more handsome and the best group. I love all of you.

(Dongwoon>Members) Hyungs, hello. Being able to become a group together, it’s really too wonderful. I love you all, hyungs. Love CEO too.

麦麦麦麦子 additional comments to her own post: Honestly I don’t know how long we can be together. Perhaps two years after you guys go to the army, many people might leave. I don’t know how I will be then too. Perhaps I might start to forget, perhaps I’ll guard you guys steadfastly. But I know I definitely can’t stand to see you guys sad and disappointed. I will definitely be by your side when you guys are feeling down or having a slump.